Just a song tonight...

Try Not To Look So Pretty, Dwight Yoakim   Interestingly, I don't think you ever had to try to look pretty. You were naturally gorgeous.

BDUs at RAF Lakenheath

I remember distinctly how you told me that one day visiting RAF Lakenheath, every time you turned a corner and saw an airman in uniform (BDUs) you thought you had seen me.

No YouTube video for now; just a memory. I suppose if I had the energy, I could post a video clip of "Ghost" with Demi Moore, Patrick Swayze, and Whoopi Goldberg.

But tonight no energy. Just memories.

Memories? Memories of walking in the Yorkshire parks -- bright sunny days, overcast days, drizzly, cold days; rainy days. Windy days. It did not matter; it would not matter. Hypoglycemia. Needing to be held to keep from falling.

I couldn't post without a video. I looked for something. I finally found it. I can't tell you how I got here, but here I am, "until I gain control again."

Until I Gain Control Again, Willie Nelson, Emmylou HarrisUntil I gain control again.