Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Yorkshire Weather and the White Horse

Sitting in a coffee shop, enjoying some memories.

The clouds are as thick as the snow on the East Coast, and the rain continues to fall, more than usual for Los Angeles. But it comes straight down, not horizontal as it did on the "cliff" overlooking the White Horse so many years ago.

I can't say I'm losing my grip on the past.
In My Secret Life, Leonard Cohen

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

The Nidd Valley

Wonderful memories of Nidd Valley. I never want to forget. On the sunniest days, on the coolest, but not cold days, I think of the Nidd. How I cut the hedge to recover the view.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Bloomsbury: A House of Lions, Leon Edel

I call San Antonio (Texas) home. I spend a fair amount of time in Boston (Massachusetts) providing care for my two granddaughters. I love traveling by Amtrak across the northern tier from Portland (Oregon) to Chicago (Illinois). But on days like these, it's hard to say any of them compare to southern California, in this case, San Pedro.

San Pedro sits at the southernmost point of Los Angeles, on the Pacific Ocean. It is home to blue-collar dock workers and truck drivers working out of the ports of Los Angeles and Long Beach. The ports sit right next to each other; two huge bridges connect the ports with the workers who live in San Pedro.

As usual, I woke up pretty early to check the news, some e-mail. And then I put on my backpack and walked to the top of the hill  to have coffee, continue reading, and start blogging. The day was incredibly beautiful -- about like it is every day in southern California (forgetting about the recent rainstorms, somewhat of an anomaly).

I read while I walk. Right now I'm reading Leon Edel's Bloomsbury: A House of Lions. It is, of course, the story of Virginia Woolf's group in London in the early 1900's that had a profound effect on modern art and modern literature. I have probably read as much as anyone (except graduate students majoring n the genre) on Virginia Woolf, her novels, the biographies, the anthologies. Every tme I feel I have seen everything or have read all I want about her, it seems I come across another great book on Virginia Woolf. Leon Edel's group biography is such a book: absolutely outstanding. I have always had a pretty good understanding of the Bloomsburg group, but never had a good feel for how it got started. Edel answers that question.

Understanding the personalities of the nine core members of the group is essential to understanding the impact this group had on the literary / art world. It's almost as of if Bloomsbury group was really one person with nine personalities. I could enjoy talking about these multiple personalities and their relationships with a psychologist.

But in the meantime, I will continue the book, check some e-mail, check up on the snowstorm on the East Coast and enjoy a wonderful day in southern California.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Ripon Cathedral

For some reason my mind wanders to Ripon Cathedral tonight.

I'm listening to Darlene Love singing her signature song "Christmas (Baby, Please Come Home)" -- wow, that results in a few tears.




Christmas (Baby, Please Come Home, Darlene Love

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I Don't Want to Get Over You

The blog has been re-opened for special circumstances.

If I could, I would talk to you about this because I don't want to get over you.

Click here, posted December 11, 2010.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

I Saw You This Morning...

In My Secret Life, Leonard Cohen

I'm Back on Boogie Street

... a sip of wine ... and then it's time to go ... I've tidied up the kitchenette ... I'm what I am, and what I am is back on boogie street ... and, oh my love, I still recall the pleasures that we knew ... the rivers and the waterfall wherein I bathed with you ... bewildered by your beauty there, I kneeled to dry your feet.

By such instructions, you prepared a man for boogie street ...

I never thought we'd need ...

You kiss my lips, and then it's done ...

I'm back on boogie street.


Boogie Street, Leonard Cohen

Last night I was back on boogie street ... as I so often am these days ...

Lonely days, lonely nights ...


Lonely Days, Lonely Nights, The Bee Gees

Thursday, December 2, 2010

St Bede

Not a moment goes by that I'm not thinking about you. Thinking of you.

Google maps now has street views of the areas we walked. 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Nostalgia

"When one feels nostalgia about something completed, it's usually because it's incomplete.  It's the unfinished things in life one regrets." -- Morris, Teddy Roosevelt

Monday, November 15, 2010

Looking Forward, Looking Back

It is incredible how such simple words, such simple lyrics -- or how simple they look on paper -- can be so incredible when sung. It is incredible the emotions that stir.

The rushing from work; the walking down the narrow road; the excitement of seeing your smile, your beautiful, beautiful smile ... I hope you enjoy the song, the memories, lookin' back, but for you and me, lookin' forward...too....

Lookin' forward, lookin' back,
I've come a long way down the track,
Got a long way left to go,
Makin' songs from what I know.

Makin' sense of what I've seen.
All the love we've had between;
You and I along the track,
Lookin' forward, lookin' back.

There are strange days
Full of change on the way;
But we will be fine
Unlike some,
I'll be leanin' forward to see what's comin'

Lookin' forward, lookin' back...

I've come a long way down the track,
Got a long way left to go,
Makin' songs from what I know.

If I'm alone at night, I can see
Through all triviality
Of the day, and I'm okay
I just think of those who are dear to me....

Lookin' forward, lookin' back


Looking Forward, Looking Back, Slim Dusty


If I'm alone at night, I can see

Through all triviality
Of the day, and I'm okay
I just think of those who are dear to me....

And when I'm alone at night, I feel a hole in my heart....
Lookin' forward, lookin' back.

[There are only a handful of songwriters that could put "triviality" into a song and make it work so well. How I wish I could share this with you.]

Saturday, November 13, 2010

A Fool Such As I ...

Pardon me if I'm sentimental when we say goodbye.

Don't be angry with me should I cry.

When you're gone and I dream of you as the years go by, now and then there's a fool such as I am over you.


A Fool Such As I, Hank Snow

Sunday, October 31, 2010

It's You That I'm Thinkin' Of ... Faded Love

Faded Love, Patsy Cline

I miss you, darling, more and more every day ... as heaven would miss the stars above ... with every heart beat I think of you ...

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

It's All Wrong, But It's All Right

Very, very interesting... it's all wrong, but it's right. I think only Dolly could sing this and make it sound okay....



It's All Wrong, But It's All Right, Dolly Parton

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Some Broken Hearts Never Mend

Rendezvous in the night...a willing woman to hold me tight...some broken hearts never mend ... some memories never end ...  some tears will never die ... my love for you will never die..


Some Broken Hearts Never Mend, Don Williams
 

... start this day like all the rest .. first thing every morning I do is start missing you .. some broken hearts never mend ... some memories never end ...

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I Don't Want to Get Over You


Wurlitzer Prize (I Don't Want To Get Over You), Waylon Jennings


 
Posted October 20, 2010 -- has it been eight years? I hope not.


And I Love Her, The Beatles

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face


The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face, Roberta Flack


Some of my happiest memories are walking down the road and getting picked up by a beautiful woman. Or was that a dream?



Someday maybe this will make sense.


Goodnight Moon, Shivaree, as popularized in Kill Bill 2, Quentin Tarantino



Goodnight Moon, Shivaree, as popularized in Kill Bill 2, Quentin Tarantino

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Memories of You Still Haunt Me


Those Memories, Linda Ronstadt, Emmylou Harris, Dolly Parton

I will always love you.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Yesterday, When We Were Young

... and so far apart...



Yesterday When We Were Young, Roy Clark

... and, then tomorrow, we will be too old...

... but ...


Lookin' Forward, Lookin' Back, Slim Dusty

Sealed With a Kiss

I would send you a letter every day....


Sealed With a Kiss, Agnetha Faltskog (ABBA)

.... sealed with a kiss.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Is That All There Is?

I have always maintained that the year 1969 was the best year ever for music. Tonight while searching YouTube for a specific video (which I did not find) I ran across this video, a top 40 (reaching #11)  hit for Peggy Lee. I had not heard it for quite some time, but I remember that it intrigued me the first time I heard it years ago.

And then, checking Wikipedia.com to get the background on this song, I see it was a hit in 1969. That is absolutely amazing. Yet another song in the greatest decade for music.


Is That All There Is? Peggy Lee

Hmmm...

Is That All There Is?

I have always maintained that the year 1969 was the best year ever for music. Tonight while searching YouTube for a specific video (which I did not find) I ran across this video, a top 40 (reaching #11)  hit for Peggy Lee. I had not heard it for quite some time, but I remember that it intrigued me the first time I heard it years ago.

And then, checking Wikipedia.com to get the background on this song, I see it was a hit in 1969. That is absolutely amazing. Yet another song in the greatest decade for music.


Is That All There Is? Peggy Lee

Hmmm...

Fly Me To The Moon

Remembering meteors in Yorkshire.


Fly Me to the Moon, Julie London

There are older and better versions of this song, but I can't locate them (yet) on YouTube, but I will keep trying. Until then, enjoy the dark night skies of Yorkshire.

This version is better, but still not the one I'm looking for:


Fly Me To The Moon, Karolina Pasierbska

Aha, this is it, or at least close enough:


Fly Me To The Moon, Doris Day

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Casablanca

For the umpteenth time I watched Casablanca tonight.

No matter how many times I have watched it, I pick up on things I do not remember seeing or hearing during earlier viewings.

And some things seem so obvious. Tonight I "heard" for the first time what Ilsa called "Rick." Truly an incredible movie.

And no matter how many times I've watched it, it seems I forget the way Rick planned the departure of Ilsa and Victor. The movie really seems tightly and so very well written.

Hmmm...

Alice Springs

While at the local Army post today, I ran into a retired Army sergeant whose career field was military intelligence. He says that Alice Springs was among the top five sought-after postings in Army military intelligence. The top sought-after spot was a Navy site in northern Scotland. He says he "closed" that site, probably back in the 90's. We saw personnel from that site when I was stationed at RAF Lakenheath, 1986 - 1989.

Just reminiscing.

I had the opportunity to visit Alice Springs back in 2005 or so but thought it best not to visit. Hmmm...



"the spell of highway one...a woman on my mind...and thinking of the way things might have been...a woman who holds me from the past...if tomorrow ever comes, it will be too late..."

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Hiking in Washington State

I spent the day hiking in the Mt St Helens National Monument Area north of Portland, Oregon. It reminded me of the time we went hiking up the northeast coast of England, from Robin Hood's Bay to Whitby.

I would have enjoyed the hike so much more with my soul mate.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Love Is a Very, Very Interesting Phenomenon

Love is different for everyone, but for me, I would pigeon hole myself in the "Out of Africa" variety.
"When in the end, the day came on which I was going away, I learned the strange learning that things can happen which we ourselves cannot possibly imagine, either beforehand, or at the time when they are taking place, or afterwards when we look back on them." -- Karen Blixen (Isak Dinesen), Out of Africa, 1937.
Call me. 

PJB:


Ring, Ring, ABBA

I've re-opened the blog for a few days. Too much is going on.


The Lights Are Blindin' Me, Slim Dusty

Thursday, July 29, 2010

The Blog Is Open for Three Days

I opened the blog two days early. No reason.

Wait For Me

The lyrics don't really work, but the "wait for me," certainly does. One of my all-time favorites. I grew up with Conway Twitty but didn't hear this song until my adult years. I guess I just sorta missed it.

I can't imagine that I enjoyed Conway Twitty during high school; I would not have been able to relate to his love ballads. But since then, it's now clear to me why he outsold the Beatles (at least that's the urban legend).


Don't Cry Joni, Conway Twitty and Daughter

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Look Homeward, Angel


I'm Mr Lonely, Bobby Vinton

Of all the reading I've done, I am most remiss in not reading more of Tom Wolfe, considered by William Faulkner to be the greatest author of his generation; Faulkner listed himself as second.

From Wikipedia: 
Wolfe saw less than half of his work published in his lifetime, due to the amount of the material he left at his death. He was the first American writer to leave two complete, unpublished novels at death. Two further Wolfe novels, The Web and the Rock and You Can't Go Home Again, were published posthumously by Perkins, who was the literary executor of Wolfe's estate. They were editorially mined out of his October Fair manuscript by Edward Aswell of Harper and Row. The novels were "two of the longest one-volume novels (some 700 pages apiece) ever written." In these novels, Wolfe switched his autobiographical character from Eugene Gant to George Webber.
I think of Catcher in the Rye.  

More from Wikipedia:
He sailed to Europe in October 1924 to continue writing. From England he traveled to France, Italy and Switzerland. On his return voyage in 1925, he met Aline Bernstein (1882–1955), a scene designer for the Theatre Guild. Bernstein, 18 years his senior, was married to a successful stock broker with whom she had two children. In October 1925, Wolfe and Bernstein became lovers and remained so for five years. Their affair was turbulent and sometimes combative, but she was a powerful influence encouraging and funding his writing. He returned to Europe in the summer of 1926 and began writing the first version of a novel, O Lost, which eventually evolved into Look Homeward, Angel ... When the novel was published 11 days before the stock market crash of 1929, Wolfe dedicated it to Bernstein.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Happy Birthday

(I originally this posted May 29, 2010 on my music site; I should have posted it here, at that time, also. But, better late than never. Happy birthday.)



Friday, July 16, 2010

Yorkshire and the Highwayman

I have no idea why this particular song happened to make me think of northern Yorkshire.


The Highwayman, The Highwaymen (Willie, Kristopherson, Waylon [2002], Cash [2003].

I am reminded of the Russian proverb: there is no such thing as happiness, only happy moments.

And some of the happiest moments I had was when I was picked up by a beautiful woman walking towards Summerbridge in Yorkshire. That now seems like an eternity ago. Maybe that's why this song connects: the images flow from the 18th century English highwayman to the 23rd century Milky Way hitchhiker.

And I still look for shooting stars.

Love.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Thinking of Scotland

Simply thinking of Scotland. Maybe, again, some day. Until then, the memories have to suffice.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

You Have Loved Enough

I never get tired of three or four of Leonard Cohen’s works on his Ten New Songs album. I enjoyed this album the very first time I heard it, and it seems to grow on me every time I listen to it again. That seems impossible, considering how much I have enjoyed it in the past. But tonight, while reading George Eliot’s Daniel Deronda and sitting in a most comfortable easy chair, I found myself really listening to the album again, and being struck again, in a different way, how unbelievably good Leonard was/is. I had headphones on and maybe that’s why I heard things in Leonard Cohen’s voice I felt I had not heard before. It is absolutely amazing. It is not just the phrasing, and it certainly is not the words. I have listened to Ten New Songs a hundred times. But for some reason I was most sensitive to the music tonight and it sounded, especially on some songs, as if Leonard was actually singing privately to the woman he once loved, to a woman who was no longer there.

Listening to the album I find myself once again transported to an oversized bed on the second floor of a large house at the top of a hill overlooking the Nidd Valley. It’s 2:00 a.m. and I am marking the hours listening to the BBC 2 chimes. It is indescribably black, the middle of the night, but soon it will be dawn and it will be over.

I said I would be your lover. You laughed at what I said. I lost my job forever. I was counted with the dead. I swept the marble chambers, but you sent me down below. You kept me from believing until you let me know that I am not the one who loves, it’s love that seizes me. When hatred with his package comes, you forbid delivery. And when the hunger for your touch rises from the hunger, you whisper,  “You have loved enough. Now let me be the lover.” And when the hunger for your touch rises from the hunger, you whisper, “You have loved enough. Now let me be the lover.”

I swept the marble chamber but you sent me down below. You kept me from believing until you let me know that I am not the one who loves, no, it’s love that chooses me. When hatred with his package comes, you forbid delivery. And when the hunger for your touch rises from the hunger, you whisper, “You have loved enough. Now let me be the lover.” And when the hunger for your touch rises from the hunger, you whisper “You have loved enough. Now let me be the lover.”

And that’s the whole song. And I can listen to it a million times.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

The blog is open for three days: July, 2010.

The blog is open for three days.

Last night I began my short session of listening to iTunes by listening to Bob Dylan.

Listening to Bob Dylan puts me in a great mood; I am transported to a different time and place.

I sat there listening to the meager assortment of iTunes on this laptop (not my primary computer for iTunes) and it seems one could pretty much “know” 20th century music by having only the following: the Beatles, Bob Dylan, Willie Nelson, Leonard Cohen, and Patsy Cline. If allowed one super-group, it would be the Traveling Wilburys. If allowed one more individual, it would be Roy Orbison.

Those five had an incredible influence on music after the 1950s. It is incredible how much influence a very small group can have.

The same can be said for the Bloomsbury Group. But instead of music, the Bloomsbury Group affected almost every other aspect of western culture. The economist Keynes was part of their group. Virginia Woolf is synonymous with literary modernism. Lytton Strachey completely changed the style of biographies with Eminent Victorians. In the background I am listening to Patsy Cline’s “True Love.”  “The whole of Freud’s work was translated into English by James Strachey (Lytton’s brother), and was published in conjunction with the Hogarth Press, owned and run by Leonard and Virginia Woolf; for this reason, among others, the Freudian revolution was felt early, and strongly, among London intelligentsia.” (British Literature: The Longman Anthology, Volume 2C, Third Edition, c. 2006, p. 2115.) Roger Fry introduced 20th century art to the same people.

I think it was Harold Bloom who said "reading is a very solitary affair."

When I mention that (that reading is a very solitary affair) I think of Linda Fisher, no longer with us, who taught me much but had so much more to teach had I been mature enough to accept all she had to offer. Much later in life, the tables were reversed when I wanted so much to share with another but who was unable to accept my terms. Those terms were never spelled out as such, but friendship is an interesting word. Linda would have understood.

Above I mentioned five candidates to represent 20th century music. Five candidates to represent 20th century British literature would have to include: Virginia Woolf, Joseph Conrad, James Joyce, Thomas Hardy, and Graham Greene.

Now, Patsy Cline is singing “Why Can’t He Be You?” It is the kind of song I can imagine Linda and I, in our sixth decade, listening to while sitting in the great room reading silently in some walk-up brownstone in Boston in a parallel universe. Every now and then she would look at me and the telepathic memories of those halcyon days in 1973 would pass.

The BBC thirty (30) years later was uncannily and eerily similar. It ended as abruptly.

And now I need to close, while listening to Patsy Cline’s “Faded Love.”

By the way, after several years of looking, I did find a copy of Eminent Victorians and thoroughly enjoyed it. I found it at one of the best community libraries in America, the Huntington Beach Community Library and Cultural Center. 

Until next month, love.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Since I Don't Have You, I Don't Have Anything

Last posting for awhile.

This site will go "dead" until next month.


Not A Moment Goes By...

Monday, June 7, 2010

Lonely Days and Lonely Nights

Life is full of twists and turns. Straight and narrow was never an option.


Lonely Days, Lonely Nights, Bee Gees

I prefer the studio version but can't find it on YouTube.com. This will have to do for now.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Please Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

"I'm just a soul whose intentions are good, 
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood."
-- Horace Ott



The Animals

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Quote: Goethe/Charlotte von Stein

"Only he who knows yearning knows what I suffer! 
Alone and cut off from all joy, 
I look to the firmament in yonder direction. 
Ah, [she] who loves and knows me is far away..."

--- Goethe, 1785
to Charlotte von Stein
(note: the original was "he" and not "she")


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Quote: Samuel Johnson

"If I had no duties, and no references to futurity,
I would spend my life driving briskly in a post-chaise with a pretty woman.
But she should be one who could understand me, and would add something to the conversation."

-- Samuel Johnson, A Biography, John Wain, p. 293

Saturday, April 10, 2010

For the Love of Math

A friend of mine is fortunate enough to have hundreds of letters that represent the correspondence between her parents, I believe, during World War II. I have always loved journals, diaries, collections of letters, and so seeing those letters, all still in their envelopes intrigued me.

Today I was eager to have a Chik-Fil-A lunch, having not been there for about a year (has it been that long?). But I always need something to read when I go somewhere to eat by myself, and having forgotten to bring a book along with me, I walked to Half-Price Bookstores about a half-mile away before going in for lunch.

Because I am teaching math at middle school and high school, I was interested in something from the math section. Wow! I found a really, really good book.  Here's the review I posted at Amazon and also at my literature blog:

I  have said this many, many times: the best writers are the English, the Irish and the Scots, not necessarily in that order.
I have just come across another gem. Mathematics with Love: The Courtship Correspondence of Barnes Wallis, Inventor of the Bouncing Bomb is the story and almost complete correspondence between Barnes Wallace and the love of his life, Molly Bloxam. It was "written" by one of their children, Mary Stopes-Roe, who was trained as a historian and psychologist. She worked for many years at the University of Birmingham where she studied parent-child interactions with families of Asian and British ethnic origin. While archiving her family's papers, she came across the courtship correspondence of her parents.
It is an incredible story and absolutely delightful.
At 17, Molly was on her way to university in London to study science and was struggling with math and physics. Her suitor was a 35-year-old shy man from England who had accepted a teaching job in Switzerland. From there, through their daily correspondence, he taught her math.
It is delightful to read the English phrases, to read the descriptions of university and Switzerland, to experience vicariously what was happening to two people between the end of World War I and leading up to World War II.
Most interesting is to see their feelings change for each other through the letters over time. At the outset he had fallen in love with her but was too shy to even say good-bye (he stood her up and left England without following through on his promise to say good-bye in person). For whatever reason, based on only one or two personal visits with him when the families visited, she took up correspondence with him. Perhaps he was only a sounding board for her in the beginning. But from there it developed into a full-fledged love affair.
So, I've started reading it. As one who loves math, journals, diaries, stories of love affairs, this is a real, real gem.
I see this book is available through Amazon resellers for $48. I got my redundant (and absolutely perfect condition with dust jacket) for $15.98, at the local Half-Price Bookstore in San Antonio.
Aren't these just the most English of names: Molly Bloxam and Barnes Wallis? I just love it. And I love the book. It's an incredible find. How I would love to share it with someone.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I'll Get Over You

Life is full of twists and turns; straight and narrow was not an option.


I'll Get Over You, Crystal Gayle

This one gets pulled by YouTub.com periodically:


I'll Get Over You, Crystal Gayle

Don't Forget To Remember Me

This particular video is so cheesy, I almost hate to post it, and maybe I will replace it sometime down the road, but for now, here it is.



Don't Forget to Remember Me, The Bee Gees

Thursday, April 1, 2010

And I Think Of You

I don't care for parts of this video, and the pianist is not Tanita Tikaram but this video seems to fit here, at this moment.

I do not remember how I stumbled upon Tanita Tikaram. Most likely I saw a video of hers on MTV or VH1 many years ago. She had four or five songs I absolutely loved and then she sort of disappeared. On YouTube Fugue you can see the other Tanita Tikaram videos that I enjoy. "Twist In My Sobriety," "Cathedral Song," and "Good Tradition" are my favorite Tanita songs.

It turns out "And I Think of You" is an "old" Italian song. Frank Sinatra, of course, has sung it. But between Frank Sinatra and Tanita Tikaram there is no comparison. This song was written for Tanita Tikaram.



And I Think of You, Tanita Tikaram

... and I think of you, when I see a meteor on a starry, starry night. But I think of you during the most mundane of activities, like washing dishes.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Goodnight.

My sincerest condolences.....

Monday, March 29, 2010

If You Go Away, You Might As Well Take the Sun Away...


If You Go Away, Cyndi Lauper

If you go away, you might as well take away the sun....and then the powerful movement ... but if you stay.... I don't know if anyone can sing this better....it is absolutely haunting...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

All I Want Is a Vision of You...


Picture This, Blondie

All I want is a vision of you ... all I want is 20-20 vision ... all I want is a vision of you ... picture this .. freezing, cold weather ... picture this ... my telephone number ... I will give you my finest hour ... all I want is a photo in my wallet ... a small remembrance of something more solid ... all I want is a picture of you...

Aren't those lyrics awesome? I don't think folks realize how really good some of this writing is ... hmmm ... as she would say ...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

You Must Remember This ...

.... as time goes by...


Casablanca

Enough said....

... and this may simply be the best song ever...


Yellow River, Christie

... and, then like a moth to a flame, I am drawn to Allen Ginsberg.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Memories

This may or may not be the best rendition -- the accompaniment drowns Dolly out at some points -- but the words say it all.


I Will Always Love You, Dolly Parton

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Friday, March 19, 2010

Goethe and Mid-Life Crises

"One reason why we enjoy reading travel books is that a journey is one of the archetypal symbols. It is impossible to take a train or an aeroplane without having a fantasy of oneself as a Quest Hero setting off in search of an enchanted princess or the Waters of Life. And then, some journeys - Goethe's was one -- really are quests."
-- W. H. Auden - Elizabeth Mayer, Introduction, Italian Journey, Wolfgang Goethe

"...the Sturm und Drang literary movement of which Goethe was then regarded as the leader stood for spontaneity of emotion as against convention and decorum...Such a movement has often arisen in history and the consequences have almost always been the same; those who embrace it produce some remarkable work at an early age but then peter out if they do not, as they often do, take to drink or shoot themselves."
-- W. H. Auden - Elizabeth Mayer, Introduction, Italian Journey, Wolfgang Goethe

"There is no reason to suppose that Goethe's life in Rome was anything like Byron's in Venice, but it is impossible to believe that it was quite so respectable, or so exclusively devoted to higher things as, in his letters home, for obvious reasons, he makes it sound. The difference between the over-refined, delicate, almost neurasthenic face of the pre-Italian portraits and the masculine, self-assured face in the portraits executed after his return is very striking; the latter is that of a man who has known sexual satisfaction.
-- W. H. Auden - Elizabeth Mayer, Introduction, Italian Journey, Wolfgang Goethe

Auden and Mayer summarize Goethe's remarkable life in twelve remarkable pages.

I, too, have been very fortunate in experiencing a number of trips, or quests over my lifetime.

There have been many such trips, or quests, and perhaps elsewhere, someday, I will run through all of them, starting with some quests lasting a week to some lasting months.

But three were life-altering events: a) Westfield, New Jersey, or more correctly, Union County, New Jersey; b) San Pedro, California, or more comprehensively, southern California; and c) Yorkshire.

In Another Life

Some years ago I was introduced to "road trains" in Australia. Don't ask. Truckers going north and south up and down Stuart Highway (87) right through Alice Springs in the outback.

Twists and turns in life are so interesting. I grew up with Apple computers. One of the first Apple computers I ever bought came with two CDs to demonstrate the video quality of the Apple. One CD was a "Beatles' Hard Day's Night" CD and the other was a CD of Alice Springs. That must have been some 20+ years ago. But I digress.

These are incredible truckers.


Great video, great music, Slim Dusty


Short video clip

In another life:


Highway Fever, Slim Dusty

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Not A Day Goes By

I don't think there's a day that goes by, that I don't think about walking down the road from MHS and being offered a ride to PB. Not a day goes by.....

I Wonder What She's Doing Tonight

The lyrics have no relevancy to the years that have passed, but the title .... well, the title says it all, I wonder what she's doing tonight? Thinking about BBC Radio 2?


I Wonder What She's Doing Tonight, Boyce and Hart

... the relevancy .... I just wonder what you're doing tonight?

[March 30, 2010:  Now I know.]

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Licorice and Rievaulx Abbey

During my multiple visits to Yorkshire between 2002 and 2004, a close friend introduced me to the abbeys in the shire. We visited them all, and visited them more than once. I think Rievaulx Abbey was one of my favorites.

Today, while tutoring a student, somehow the subject of licorice came up. We were curious about the origin of licorice. I guessed licorice originated somewhere in Africa or possibly southwest Asia. Wow, was I wrong. It originated in southern Europe.

But this, from Wikipedia, almost made me fall off my chair:
Pontefract, an old medieval town in West Yorkshire, England, was the first place where liquorice mixed with sugar began to be used as a sweet in the same way it is in the modern day. Pontefract Cakes were originally made there. In Yorkshire and Lancashire it is colloquially known as Spanish, supposedly because Spanish monks grew liquorice root at Rievaulx Abbey near Thirsk.
Maybe more later, but this is enough memories of Yorkshire for me for the moment. Not a day goes by ...   

Friday, February 26, 2010

A Random Memory

When I was temporarily stationed in England on multiple occasions several years ago, I spent a lot of time walking in the evenings and on weekends. I often walked from RAF Menwith Hill Station to the nearby villages of Dacre or Summerbridge.

Invariably I walked past a small fenced enclosure with a black mare. She was a beautiful horse and I always wondered why she was always alone. I never saw another horse with her, and I never saw a person with her.

I imagine that many years earlier a father brought home this horse as a gift for his beloved daughter. And now that daughter has grown up and moved away.

I imagine that the horse is lonely and the father lonelier. I wonder where the young woman ended up. I wonder what stories the young woman could tell about her love for her horse. My hunch: she has moved to London, is very successful, in a big corner office with windows, and dreams of being back in Yorkshire with Blackie.

If I could write, one of my first essays would be about this horse and the girl who rode her.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Sunday, February 7, 2010

... my love has gone away...

In my original blog I posted this song and said that I had no explanation why it made me think of you.

I remember running down to the local village grocery to pick up eggs, ham, and bread ... but never milk.


No Milk Today, Herman's Hermits

Nancy Sit sings No Milk Today and it was on YouTube before it was pulled for copyright violation. If I ever see it again, I will definitely post it. It's too bad it's been removed. 

When in the end...

"When in the end, the day came on which I was going away, I learned the strange learning that things can happen which we ourselves cannot possibly imagine, either beforehand, or at the time when they are taking place, or afterwards when we look back on them." -- Karen Blixen (Isak Dinesen), Out of Africa, 1937.

... and that is why I could not answer the questions you asked.

The Beast in the Jungle

...by Henry James.

Perhaps the best romance novella ever written.

It needs to be savored; it needs to be read slowly: every phrase, every sentence. And then re-read.


I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry, Hank Williams